As the fall season sets in, changing the leaves on the trees to magnificent shades of golds, reds, and oranges, the winds of change have blown across my life, as well. Last week, Sir and I ended our D/s dynamic. I’ve been under a lot of emotional stress lately, and he’s been going through hell... Continue Reading →
He watched her from the doorway, his arms crossed, his eagle eye trained on the back of her form. She had yet to sense his presence and her head was down, checking and rechecking the numbers, as she balanced the ledger. His eyes slid down the back of her body, taking in the curves of... Continue Reading →
Sunlight poured into the bedroom through the partly open blinds, bathing her skin in golden beams. She knelt at his bedside, waiting as patiently as she could…but she ached to feel his hands on her as she kneeled. Head bowed and thighs parted as he had taught her, she waited, anticipation dancing over her bare... Continue Reading →
My friend Thomas, a dominant man with an interest in spanking, recently suggested that I self-reflect and write a post on why I long to hand over control of myself to another person. What is it about being controlled that does it for me? Why do I crave structure, rules, and boundaries? And why do... Continue Reading →
As I shared in my most recent post, I am reading a book called Real Service, written by Master Raven and Joshua Tenpenny. Of all of the D/s books I have read, this is my favorite (followed by The Surrendered Wife). I like how this book breaks down service submission and explores motivations. I also... Continue Reading →
Hello, my friends! Almost four years ago, I participated in the Loving BDSM’s 30 Days of D/s writing prompts and from this experience, I learned a lot about myself and about D/s. Recently, I embarked on re-reading my former posts and realized that so much of what I have written in the past was either... Continue Reading →
Hello, my friends! Almost four years ago, I participated in the Loving BDSM’s 30 Days of D/s writing prompts and from this experience, I learned a lot about myself and about D/s. Recently, I embarked on re-reading my former posts and realized that so much of what I have written in the past was either... Continue Reading →
Hello, my friends! Three years ago, I participated in the Loving BDSM’s 30 Days of D/s writing prompts and from this experience, I learned a lot about myself and about D/s. Recently, I embarked on re-reading my former posts and realized that so much of what I have written in the past was either no... Continue Reading →
Hello, my friends! Three years ago, I participated in the Loving BDSM’s 30 Days of D/s writing prompts and from this experience, I learned a lot about myself and about D/s. Recently, I embarked on re-reading my former posts and realized that so much of what I have written in the past was either no... Continue Reading →
The question—what sorts of things create a climate where you feel submissive?—was posed to me recently, and I’ve spent much time considering my answer. What exactly is it that sends me hurtling into subspace and sends tingles to all the right places? There are some obvious answers and some that are more complex. Let’s begin... Continue Reading →
Finding Strength in my Submission 