The Guest Room Pillow #NSFW, 18+

The pillow looks so innocent there, arranged neatly near the headboard.  Colors bright and bold, rectangular in shape, gold tassels on either end.  To a guest in my home, this particular pillow is unlikely to stand out amongst the other throw pillows.  It is pretty, sure, but so are the other pillows that provide texture...

Tied up in knots

Hello, my kinky friends!  I want to start by thanking you for all of the supportive comments and emails that you’ve been sending, checking in on Daddy and me.  I know that some of you are a bit frustrated that I am keeping Daddy’s health stuff under wraps...after all, I share all the naughty details...

Passionate

I am a passionate woman.  I constantly think about sex and submission, sexual images flood my mind, and I am most often in a state of arousal.  And yet, I am guessing that many of the people in my “real” world see me quite differently and would be shocked to learn of the thoughts running...

Daddy’s home!

I brought Daddy home from the hospital today.  I feel a great sense of relief.  We have a long road ahead of us, but it definitely feels more doable when we are together.  Yesterday, without Daddy’s permission... I called his nurse.  It was REALLY hard on me not being able to visit him in the...

The Anal Diaries #18+, NSFW

Hello, my dear readers, I’ve had a lot of free time on my hands the last few days, and I’ve been trying not to sit around and worry endlessly about Daddy’s health (which is near impossible).  I am hopeful that he may be able to come home from the hospital tomorrow.  I will be forever...

Update on Daddy

Hello, my friends.  Thank you for the supportive messages, both here and via email...it really means a lot to me.  Daddy is still in the hospital.  Because of the Omnicron variant, he is not allowed to have visitors.  This time apart and being unable to see to his care myself is breaking my heart and...

Having Faith

As I sat down to write this post, I had to really think for a moment...what day is it?  I guess that is because life has been a blur the last few days. On Christmas Eve, I had to call an ambulance for Daddy.  Days later, he is still in the hospital.  I’ve been with...

The First Time

As Daddy and I navigate tumultuous waters (aka, serious health problems), I have been trying to focus on the happy, bright spots in our life.  One such spot is recalling memories of Daddy and I from our nearly 20 years together...and there are LOTS and LOTS of good ones to recall.  I’d briefly mentioned the...

When one door closes…

Last year around this time, my heart felt broken.  There was a man in my life, whom I refer to as Implacable, that I met through this blog.  After a year of meaningful correspondence, he took me on as his submissive, very briefly.  Nevertheless, he meant a lot to me.  My submission to him may...

Reconnection #18+, NSFW

Daddy has taken some time off work, to focus on his health, and to give us some time together.  While I am just not up to sharing his diagnoses in this space, I will say that we are facing a very scary situation.  On top of that, Daddy has been suffering an inguinal hernia for...