New Year & New Experiences

Greetings, kinky readers!  I have news that feels so exciting to me that I am about to burst.   But first, let me wish my Daddy a VERY happy birthday week.  As you all know, Daddy is the love of my life, my best friend, and my partner in this world.  I’ve been doing my best...

The Animal Within Me

A few days ago, I came across a post written by Corrupting Mrs. Jones, which encouraged readers to post which animal represented them and why.  The idea is to provide a thoughtful answer that gives insight into who you are as a person, for the purpose of intriguing others on dating apps.  Well, it’s raining...

Spreading the Love

Hello, dear readers.  Thank you for all the beautifully supportive comments on my most recent post.  I was feeling incredibly blue yesterday, and being able to release my pain in this safe, loving space really helped me to move forward.  I woke up feeling hopeful and optimistic about life…a much better mental place than I...

The girl within

I don’t recognize that woman in the mirror, looking back at me.  Those dark brown eyes hold so much sadness and pain these days.  She looks defeated, run down.  She looks…older.  I want to hug her and tell her that everything will be okay, but she’s me, and I am her and nothing feels okay...

Walking a tightrope…

Readers beware.  The following is an emotional outburst more befitting an exhausted toddler than a mature woman in her 40’s. But I am so angry.  At who, you might ask?  Everyone, and no one.  Myself? The world, maybe? This is not what I wanted my life to be. Tears burning behind my eyelids, my feelings...

A new writer on scene…

Hello, my kinky friends~ I recently came across the blog of a Daddy Dom who has A LOT of wise things to say about dominance. While I described him as a new writer on scene in my title, it actually appears that he used to blog quite a bit, and is now returning. In any...

Leave the light on

Hello, darkness, my old friend... Okay, I admit...that is a dramatic start to this post...but it’s not too far off from how I am feeling.  I am spiraling, my friends.  Sinking into the dark abyss of depression.  I’m trying to hold on.  Daddy made a grab for me earlier, trying to cheer me up, trying...

Reflections on my younger self

I’ve been in a reflective mood lately, casting my thoughts to the past and to my journey in submission.  What I am about to share will hopefully make you laugh as you realize just what a nerdy girl I really am.  Picture this... a young nora, only five or six years old, wandering sleepy-eyed, filled...

Processing difficult feelings

I need to write about something that falls in less of the “sexy” category and more in the “real life” category of D/s.  Often, writing is how I process my feelings so please bear with me as I try to understand my position on this.  Right now, I am just so angry!  Sighs.  Or, maybe...

Obedience IS hard

I have been thinking about my own “kinks” quite a bit lately.  I used to think that my kink was spanking (and in a big way…it is), but I have realized that there is a bit more to it than that.  Because my spanking fantasies always center around the same thing…discipline.  Discipline that is meted...