Burning me up

Life has been hard lately; I cannot deny that. 

But inside me…under all the stress and uncried tears, the flames of desire course through my body, threatening to consume me.  I long to lose control, throw it all to the wind, and just run wild.  I want to feel strong arms around me, grabbing my ass, fisting my hair…moving inside me until that intense sensation begins to build within.  Those moments of wild abandon, of primal need, two bodies taking what they need until finally reaching that desperate moment…climax washing over us, the deep need for physical connection subsiding, even if only momentarily.  And it is always momentarily with me.  Good sex…the best high you could ever hope to find.

Hello, my friends.  It’s me…nora…your long, lost naughty sex blogger.  As you can see, I am horny as hell and frustrated as all get out with life these days.

Daddy has actually been feeling a little bit better lately.  We began meeting with a holistic doctor who turned our health habits upside down, has us eating like rabbits, but damn, if Daddy isn’t finding some relief.  He’s actually had some energy lately and we’ve been able to enjoy each other’s company a bit more (still no sex, but a girl can dream!).  Things are really up and down for us, emotionally.  Sometimes all the stress and fear has us pushing at each other and not being our best selves.  And boy do we miss some of the foodie pleasures in life… no booze, no salt, no sugar, no dairy, limit meats to fish and chicken… ugh.  I am the master chef of all things salad these days.  And poor Daddy…he takes a gazillion supplements.  But we try not to feel too sorry for ourselves… Daddy’s quality of life has improved the last few weeks. 

Sir continues to be in my life.  Our D/s dynamic is still in place, but things have been rocky lately.  I have no doubt that this is my fault.  He tries very hard to support me, and somehow… I am always unhappy about something.  I honestly don’t know why he keeps me in his service.  I know that he loves me and that he holds our D/s connection dear, but I can’t imagine he will want to put up with my emotional rollercoaster of a heart too much longer.  I am struggling to follow my rules and hold up my end of things, and then I turn around and find something to be unhappy with him about.  I am not my best self right now, and I feel like he is getting the short end of the stick.

I miss blogging.  I think of you all, and of trying to write something meaningful to post here.  But I am often exhausted, spent before the day has really begun…and… I’m not exactly living the sexy, D/s lifestyle anymore.  Watching your spouse face a life-threatening illness sucks.  I feels like life is burning me up. I wonder what will become of my blog…if I will fade away like leaves in Autumn or if someday, I will return with a vengeance, my libido soaring out of control, fresh ideas storming my mind and out onto the page…

I hope it is the latter.  But until then, my kinky friends… please be living your lives to the fullest, having all the sex you can possibly handle, and drop by once in awhile and share your naughty tales.  I miss you.

Still here,


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  1. Unless you tell us you have retired from blogging I will be watching closely for your posts.
    When you post, the words are usually from the heart, from your spank deprived bottom and parts near by, or both.
    I love all three!
    Thank you for this post! It’s wonderful to hear from you.

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    1. Hi paddlefan! I’m too young to retire! I am hoping to find that zeal again soon. I am grateful that you enjoy reading my posts, no matter which type. I hope you are well, my friend ❤


  2. I’m so happy to hear that your hubs has found some relief. Diet and exercise can do so much! Please don’t beat yourself up about not being the best in your dynamic with sir. You’re going through a lot and you need to be kind to yourself.

    All My Love,

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    1. Hello, Gracie! Thank you for this supportive comment and for touching on my Dynamic with Sir. He is a very important part of my life. I will do my best to be gentle with myself. That hasn’t come easy lately. I hope that all is well in your world. I imagine your little girl is growing like a weed. Much love XOXO


  3. Nora, thanks for the update, and I hope he continues to improve and quickly. This part of life can be tough to navigate. Hopefully, your world will be back to good health, with plenty of sex and lots of spankings soon.

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  4. Nora,
    I can feel the multitude of emotions you are going through, from the heartbreak over Daddy’s health to the need you have and the missing heat from your bottom. I have faith the measures you both are taking will definitely get things moving in the right direction. We await your next post and until the day comes you decide writing isn’t in your future anymore, we will be here for you my friend.

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  5. I’m so sorry things are still tough. Try not to be too hard on yourself, what you and your Daddy are facing together will take its toll. Even without that, kinky lifestyles do have a certain ebb and flow, and I’d challenge anyone who denies this. But, as surely as the sun will rise, your libido will come back with a vengeance. (Speaking from personal experience as well as observing others) I hope you can find it in yourself to be kind to you, and vulnerable when you can N xx

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  6. It is so good to hear from you, nora. I am glad that your new health approach continues to yield positive results. Just keep hanging in there and toughing it out until the cavalry arrives. Stay close to the out door so that you and Daddy will be there to seize the moment when it opens. A lot of people are pulling for you. I check your blog a couple of times each day. This morning I find a new one and there were already nine or ten comments posted, so I certainly am not the only one. Everyone wants to give you strength, hope, and love, and there is no doubt that you well deserve it.
    Follow your heart, submissive girl. It is true.

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    1. Thank you, Master Silkenlash. Your kind words mean a lot to this girl. Thank you for being one of the people who is pulling for us. I’m sorry I don’t write much anymore. I am hoping to get back to it one day. I hope you saw the email I sent to you awhile back. I never heard back and was hoping you and your lovely bride were doing okay. Much love ❤


    1. BIG SMILES. Thank you, Prefectdt. I LOVE that quote. Be well, my friend. Thank you for continuing to provide my news feed with sexy spanking pics. I know I don’t comment much anymore (as I’m just not here in this space much anymore) but I am grateful for your service. Be well, my friend 🙂 XOXO

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  7. It brightens my day to see you posting here, and that life is getting a little better for you and your Daddy, nora. I think your Sir must understand the pressure you’re under. At least with an emotional rollercoaster, you get some highs with the lows. I’m not following blogs much these days either, but will always look forward to reading what’s going on in your life and in your beautiful head. ❤

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    1. Hello, franz! I am very glad to hear from you. I hoped you would still find me in this space and reach out. I hope that health wise things have been improving for you and your wife. I think of you and wonder how you are. Sir and I really had it out the other day, and we came through it stronger than ever. I am feeling very secure in our connection and he has been a great support to me as Daddy and I face this huge, scary health event. Thank you for reading and please take good care. Love to you, my friend ❤

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  8. Just getting back and getting back to routines, so am pleased to hear that you’re making steps in the right direction, nora, my friend. Life seems to be (nothing but) change! Take care!
    Jean Marie

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  9. Always good to see you Nora, by the sounds of things in some way you’ll come racing back with new ideas.
    I hope you find some pleasure in life.
    I’m keeping good, no naughty stories here 🙂


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