I brought Daddy home from the hospital today. I feel a great sense of relief. We have a long road ahead of us, but it definitely feels more doable when we are together. Yesterday, without Daddy’s permission... I called his nurse. It was REALLY hard on me not being able to visit him in the... Continue Reading →
The Anal Diaries #18+, NSFW
Hello, my dear readers, I’ve had a lot of free time on my hands the last few days, and I’ve been trying not to sit around and worry endlessly about Daddy’s health (which is near impossible). I am hopeful that he may be able to come home from the hospital tomorrow. I will be forever... Continue Reading →
Update on Daddy
Hello, my friends. Thank you for the supportive messages, both here and via email...it really means a lot to me. Daddy is still in the hospital. Because of the Omnicron variant, he is not allowed to have visitors. This time apart and being unable to see to his care myself is breaking my heart and... Continue Reading →
Having Faith
As I sat down to write this post, I had to really think for a moment...what day is it? I guess that is because life has been a blur the last few days. On Christmas Eve, I had to call an ambulance for Daddy. Days later, he is still in the hospital. I’ve been with... Continue Reading →
The First Time
As Daddy and I navigate tumultuous waters (aka, serious health problems), I have been trying to focus on the happy, bright spots in our life. One such spot is recalling memories of Daddy and I from our nearly 20 years together...and there are LOTS and LOTS of good ones to recall. I’d briefly mentioned the... Continue Reading →
When one door closes…
Last year around this time, my heart felt broken. There was a man in my life, whom I refer to as Implacable, that I met through this blog. After a year of meaningful correspondence, he took me on as his submissive, very briefly. Nevertheless, he meant a lot to me. My submission to him may... Continue Reading →
Reconnection #18+, NSFW
Daddy has taken some time off work, to focus on his health, and to give us some time together. While I am just not up to sharing his diagnoses in this space, I will say that we are facing a very scary situation. On top of that, Daddy has been suffering an inguinal hernia for... Continue Reading →
Kink & Tech
I remember being 17 or so the first time I was able to search for spanking images on-line. Dial up internet and AOL...I was in HEAVEN! Suddenly, the naughty scenes that had only ever existed in my mind, sprang to life on the computer screen before my greedy eyes. I also remember learning to delete... Continue Reading →
A new writer on scene…
Hello, my kinky friends~ I recently came across the blog of a Daddy Dom who has A LOT of wise things to say about dominance. While I described him as a new writer on scene in my title, it actually appears that he used to blog quite a bit, and is now returning. In any... Continue Reading →
Leave the light on
Hello, darkness, my old friend... Okay, I admit...that is a dramatic start to this post...but it’s not too far off from how I am feeling. I am spiraling, my friends. Sinking into the dark abyss of depression. I’m trying to hold on. Daddy made a grab for me earlier, trying to cheer me up, trying... Continue Reading →