In a funk… #18+, NSFW

Hello, my friends,

I am in one heck of a funk today.  I just feel off, not like myself.  I am feeling a bit moody and irritated…annoyed with the world.  Tell me you have days like this too.  I feel bad for feeling this way, guilty even.  I have a REALLY good life and so much to be grateful for.  But today… all I feel like doing is sticking out my tongue at the world and crawling back into bed. 

I have some pretty big things going on in my life.  I am just a few weeks away from completing a huge educational milestone, which feels great, but also leaves me with some uncertainty and pressure that I put on myself…okay nora, what’s next?  I prefer to have a clear path laid out, a map to follow, and I genuinely don’t know what I want to do at this next juncture.  On top of that, Daddy has been traveling a ton and there is a good possibility it is going to be increasing.  We are currently under remodel and there are people here all the time…and the dust is insane.  My Sir has also been traveling a lot too and our time together has been less consistent than normal.  When I look at all of this together…I guess I can see why I am feeling off.  I am a routine person who needs order, structure, and consistency…all of which is out the window right now.  I am laughing at myself as I write this…  I sound JUST like my mother 😊.

I logically know that being flexible is a big part of finding daily joy in one’s life.  You’ve got to learn to roll with the punches, as they say.  But some days I just don’t want to!  This is one of those days.  Some days I want to stomp my little foot and tell everyone to do things MY way. 

I have learned from experience that the very best remedy when I am in this kind of a funk is a good spanking AND a good fucking.  I imagine being pulled over a strong knee and spanked until I cry and then spanked a bit more for good measure.  With tears still rolling down my cheeks, I imagine being put on my knees and face fucked…a good dose of cock in my mouth to remind me to be a good girl.  And then finally, being fucked until I can’t see or walk straight…and the world disappears…leaving everything else behind but the fireworks of my climax.

Who says you can’t use sex as an escape?

Good lord.  I had better go take a cold shower.  I’ve got work to do this afternoon. 

Hope you are well my, kinky friends!  And I hope you aren’t as angsty as I am today….

XOXO,

nora

      

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  1. Sorry to hear this, Nora! It happens to the best of us. Some days I just wake up on the wrong side of the bed and am just plain irritable and cranky. I’m sure you’ll feel better by tomorrow. Wish there was, ahem…something I could do to help. 😏😂

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    1. I AM cranky today, my friend! Thank you for the empathy. I am sorry I haven’t responded to your email… I am going to try and catch up on correspondence in the morning with a hot cup of coffee, and hopefully a smile to replace this pout. PS….and just what exactly would you do to help me change my mood? 😉

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      1. No worries! Just get back to me when you have time. I have no doubt you’ll feel better in the morning! As for what I would do, I think you have some idea. Just a little something to take your mind off of your current mood. 🙃

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  2. Omg I feel exactly rhe same way!!!! To a T! Just… Off…. In a funk. And I know it’s because I like routine and structure. And discipline.
    And when I don’t get all of that, I’m just…. Off.
    And I know that what I need is exactly what you described.
    It just puts me back in the right headspace and settles me back down and makes me feel like all is right with the world.
    I’m thankful I’m not the only one who feels that way because I feel so self conscious about it!
    Having you put into words my exact thoughts makes me feel so much better. Truly.
    Thank you!!!!!
    Though I am sorry you’re feeling the same way I am – I’m also grateful for it!!!!! Lol

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    1. You are not alone in this, my friend! I really need to get back into the right headspace. I am hoping my Daddy comes home and settles me down. I know that I really should try to do something to change my mood (exercise, listen to happy music, do some art) but I am just too cranky 🙂

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  3. I feel you girl. I intellectually realize that I have so much to be grateful for. But also sometimes the naughty little girl in me comes out and she just wants to have an (in her mind completely justified) tantrum. I also totally understand that being off of my routine brings that naughty little girl to the surface. And I also really understand that to put the naughty little girl to bed and bring back the intellectually reasonable adult brain. I have to get the bad little girl spanked out of me. (And then cuddled and kissed and told that I’m still loved and all of that jazz) But you’ve got this girl!!!

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    1. LOL…. you are so right, Grace! I think what I was feeling WAS the equivalent to a tantrum. I just did not want to adult yesterday! I am thankful to have woken up in better spirits today. Thank you for not thinking I am crazy and for offering me empathy! 🙂

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  4. Oh Nora! I’m so sorry to see you’re having a tough time. I’ve been in a funk this last week. And sir has been out of touch due to work commitments. This has left me rudderless, so I had to figure out ways to steer my ship in his absence. I did something nice for him each day, stuff that I wouldn’t have done for me, and emailed him. (No reply expected, but it enabled me to connect with my much needed submissive headspace. I don’t know if this helps?

    Also, I love the image you leave us with. I think I need a cold shower now!

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  5. Yes, I too have days like these, a lot more often than I would like.

    “But today… all I feel like doing is sticking out my tongue at the world and crawling back into bed.” I think that might be your inner brat trying to make a break-out 🙂

    Prefectdt

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  6. I have days like that too, where I am fully aware of my nasty mood, aware that I snap at others, and just can’t seem to change it, no matter how hard I try. And you know what, I think sometimes we should just allow those feelings to come out, and the next day we will feel better.
    Take care, Nora 🙂
    ~ Marie xox

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  7. I hope your day has gotten better since! I get it, I think we all get into a funk and want to hide from the world in general. You’re not alone in feeling that, so no worries, because Im sure you wont stay stuck in that mindset for long

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  8. I learnt today that willpower and motivation are two different things….. sometimes all we crave is a good hard fucking, kills two birds with one stone….. hope your feeling better now….. 🙏🙏

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  9. A free prescription for mental health.
    1. Sex – as a medicine for all diseases.
    2. If it doesn’t help – spank your ass, better with a flogger.
    3. If 1 and 2 are not silent, then dick in your mouth and deeper.
    4. If this does not help, then just a cold shower and no sex in the next week.
    5. If you do not understand something, re-read the post again.

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