Forgive me, my readers, for I have sinned #18+, NSFW

My dear friends,

I am very sorry to report that this girl has failed in her mission *head hanging down in shame*. 

If you haven’t been following along as of late, it was my full intention to edge myself relentlessly this week, denying myself climax until my Daddy returned home from his work trip on Friday night.  I promise you this…I really, really tried!

I edged myself twice on Monday.

I edged myself twice on Tuesday.

I had already edged myself twice on Wednesday when I thought, hey…I’m getting pretty good at this…I’ll up my game a bit.  I’d also had a rotten day, so it seemed fair to pleasure myself (without cumming) again before bedtime.  Positioning a few pillows between my thighs, I climbed on to my favorite pink jelly dildo and I began to ride that baby like a true cowgirl…God, it felt amazing!  I found myself gently tweaking my nipple….I was in absolute heaven…the stress of the day was finally melting away.  I felt my climax began to build, so I willed myself to still my body.  I stopped touching my nipple.  I tried to think non-sexy thoughts… like paying bills and bringing in firewood.  The feeling between my legs hadn’t totally subsided but it felt safe to continue for a little bit longer.  Afterall, I would just stop again when I felt my orgasm coming (cumming?) on.  I began to rock myself slowly, somewhat cautiously, on that damn dildo once again…

Wham! Bam! Thank you, Ma’am!  I have never had an orgasm hit me so fast! Before I was even cognizant of what was happening, my hips were rocking in wild abandon and I was crying out my husband’s name (and really freaking out my dogs with the out-of-nowhere commotion) as the most intense orgasm completely consumed me.  I’m telling you, this thing came on so fast, rocking me like a hurricane (a little Scorpions reference, for good measure 😊).  Completely spent, I literally fell over in the bed.  I lay there, panting, wondering what the hell just happened…

Once my brain cells returned to normal, it didn’t take a genius to figure it out!

Being the good girl that I am (well, maybe not so much “good”, but I am honest 😊), I shared this news with Daddy today the first time that I was able to speak to him on the phone.  I really did not want to tell him (or you guys!), but for the sake of honesty and authenticity, it had to be done.  As I have done here, I explained to him that I truly did not intend to allow myself to orgasm…but that ultimately, my self-control failed me and my body pretty much took what it wanted.  I, obviously, have a lot more to learn about controlling my orgasms. 

As you might know if you’ve been following along, Daddy told me that if I failed in this endeavor, the consequence would be that he would not touch me, or engage in sexual activity with me, until next week.  This is a pretty severe consequence (at least for this girl!) so he was fairly shocked when I gave him the news that I had failed.  He told me that he appreciated my honesty and that he understood that it was not my intention to purposefully go against our agreement (I promise you, I really was trying!).  I think it also helped that I got right back on the wagon and had been edging myself all day without allowing myself to cum.  Practice makes perfect, right?

I’m not sure what Daddy’s verdict will be.  He told me he will let me know after he’s had more time to consider the events.  What I do know is that I learned three things… 1) I need to learn better self-control, 2) Fucking one’s self on a dildo may not be a good idea in the early stages of learning to edge one’s self properly, and 3) A mere two and a half days of edging led to an incredibly intense orgasm!!!

I will definitely be giving this experiment another go 😊

Keep it kinky (and real), my friends!

XOXO,

Nora    

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  1. Aww Nora, now you know why I don’t fight it when Tom starts his marathon edging sessions with me. It is soooooo worth it. I’m so sorry you got blindsided, none of us thought to mention it might not be a good idea this early on in your ‘training’ to ride the dildo cowgirl style! Too much internal stimulation goin’ on girl. I’m devastated for you, I’m hoping your Daddy will be lenient with you, it was an accident after all! The dogs comment made me howl laughing, I’m sorry, that was extremely visual and vocal in my head and I had tears running down my face at the scene you painted! Aww, I really am disappointed for you, you were doing so well… If at first you don’t succeed, then try, try again! You go girl, I’m sure you’ve got this the second time around! 😀 xxx 💖💖💋
    btw. That first photo is gorgeous!! 😈

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    1. I was pretty disappointed in myself too, but, I am already back at it again! This girl never gives up. By the time Daddy comes home tonight, I will have edged 5-6 times (since my debacle riding the dildo) so that might appease him. He tends to be pretty lenient with me, but it will just figure if this is one of those times he decides to be strict. I want his hands on me sooooo bad!!!! I do admit… I never should have pulled out that dildo. I totally thought I could handle it…boy was I wrong! 🙂 Thank you for your support my friend!!!

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      1. I think I’ve put up some quite steamy photos especially cock shots, I suppose as long as they aren’t too in your face, (excuse the expression) WP seem to be quite laid back. You watch now, I’ll have all my pics banned 😈😋😋
        So glad you’re back to the edging, stay away from dildos woman! Oh and because I’ve been on a forced rest of sorts, (well kind of, I sat still for an hour or so,
        a rest for me anyway) I’ve written the next segment of Karla’s Journal, Kevin – owned – part 2. It will be up in the next half hour! 😀 Much love honey xxx

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  2. It’s hard! I failed and ended up having a ruined one even when HD had told me to edge right before he came home. Even thinking about math didn’t help.
    Hopefully your husband will understand you were trying to be good and follow his commands.

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    1. Thank you, HeartsHope! I am very lucky to have such an understanding husband. We talked about it when he got home last night, and he was still very keen to bring me to orgasm (even though I now only had 2 days of edging under my belt). It was pretty incredible and I plan to write about it later today 🙂

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  3. Sorry you didn’t make it, Nora. 😉 If I do say so myself, the experience of waiting even longer for him will make it even more fun when he does! Practice makes perfect. *giggles* I’m thinking of my high school German teacher who made us practice and do corrections increasing in intensity until we learned the lesson with perfection. 😀

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  4. Denial is just about as good for orgasms as is edging. For us it takes about 3 days of missed connection and the need becomes greater. The other day was day 4. Kitten came down to my home office while I was working and threw herself onto my bed. Daddy was hungry after waiting so long but Kitten she was even hungrier. She came twice in 20 minutes of oral and manual stimulation, then again as we finally connected. I would prefer edging to denial. But we take what we can get.

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  5. It can be really hard I think to know exactly when. I have tried edging and found it difficult. I think I stop too soon which also doesn’t work. I am glad it was such an intense orgasm though. Hopefully that will encourage you when you try again. Missy x

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    1. It is definitely difficult to know when to stop! The first time, I definitely stopped way too early. But then I got too brave, apparently 🙂 I do look forward to trying this again. My Daddy was thinking he might edge me a few days in a row, rather than me trying it through touching myself. Should definitely be a fun experiment!

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  6. Tsk tsk. Now Nora, you have been very bad! Bend over and lift that dress up—oh my—no panties. Well nothing to get in the way of this hairbrush then!
    At least that’s what happens in my imagination—and then he teases you mercilessly before finally allowing you to cum!

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    1. Well, you almost have it right…clothes off, bare bottom, but it was our larger riding crop, rather than the hairbrush. And, he did tease me quite a bit after…but he did allow me to cum. He’s a very generous Daddy 🙂

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