A glutton for punishment #NSFW, 18+

I have a love/hate relationship with spanking and corporal punishment.  On the one hand, I fantasize about it constantly.  My fantasies typically consist of discipline scenarios… young lady has a very strict husband or authoritative figure in her life, young lady messes up in some way, young lady’s panties come down for a very sound spanking to her bare bottom, young lady cries it out in the corner while authoritative man pats himself on the back for a job well done.

I remember being fairly young when spanking became part of my fantasies.  Like many spankos, as a young girl I would look up the word “spanking” in the dictionary, and I would read and re-read passages of books that included a spanking.  A memory that often guided my fantasies occurred when I was 7 or 8 years old. A childhood friend and I were misbehaving (his mom had warned us to settle down a few times) and his mom took him out of the room and paddled his bottom within earshot.  I still remember the contrite look on his face when he returned and his quiet demeanor as he rubbed his bottom.  A few weeks later, he showed me the family paddle and I remember the thrill that shot through me.  How I wished I had been paddled for my misbehavior too!

So, that brings me to my love/hate relationship with spanking.  Yes… I fantasize about spankings, I crave them, I even ask for them sometimes.  But, the second a spanking actually begins… I am reminded of how much it hurts, and that’s where the dislike of spankings comes from!  Having a strong man spank your bare backside, whether with his hand or an implement, hurts like the dickens.  Being spanked until you cry and are truly contrite for your misbehavior and experiencing that total loss of control is an event to be remembered.  If done in a meaningful way, the recipient of the spanking is not eager to have another any time soon.

With all that said, I am apparently a glutton for punishment (no big surprise there!).  Yesterday, Daddy gave me permission to browse through the Cane-Iac  website, which provides quite a large selection of spanking implements.  I was allowed to select three new implements (it ended up being four, as one of my picks came as a two for one) to be used on my naughty backside.

Needless to say, the anticipation of this particular package arriving will have me a bit squirmy this week!  These are the implements that I chose… why oh why do I do this to myself?

 

Stay kinky!

Much love, nora