Peaks and valleys

D/s has not been the focus around our household for some time.  Sure, there is the occasional spanking and some sexy time on the weekends, but we’ve mostly enjoyed vanilla as we waited out this storm.  The storm of life that is…work, grief, marital struggles, etc.

But on Sunday… Daddy (yes, I never stopped calling him Daddy…we both like it too much) says to me, “I’d like to sit down tomorrow night and talk”.

Not immediately understanding what he meant or recognizing that gleam in his eye, I innocently asked, “About what?”

Pulling me close, he whispered in my ear, “about me being Daddy again”.

I won’t lie….that immediately got my heart racing and my juices flowing.

Speechless, I watched him saunter out of the room.  And, I felt this incredible wave of pure bliss encompass me, like soft fur on bare skin.

Needless to say, the next day could not go by fast enough.  Finally it was time to go home to the one person on this planet that totally gets me, loves me, and accepts me for me….the only person who could give me my greatest desire….a D/s dynamic within our marriage.

The air was thick with anticipation.  After dealing with all the normal after work stuff, he says, “let’s sit down”.  Such formality!  The mundane was already being rinsed down the drain….

And…he told me what he wanted.  He explained what he’d been feeling and what he had been working on, within himself.  He asked for my consent to be our leader again, to be my disciplinarian, to be “Daddy” and all that entails.  We talked details, worked through some expectations, and came to an agreement.

I couldn’t say yes fast enough, after all, here was the love of my life offering me all of my deepest desires on a platter.

So, here I am…finding myself in a D/s marriage with my husband, once again.  I cannot wait to see where this journey will take us!

Love you, Daddy!

Always, nora

P.S.  Thank you for following me on this journey!