I’m still here…

The last three years have been the most emotionally taxing of my time here on this earth.  Losing my mom and my brother, the heart ache in my marriage, the feelings of acute loneliness are too much at times for this girl to handle.  There have been days where I just wanted to give up and days where I just wanted to walk away.

I find myself wishing, like a child, that someone would come along and rescue me.  But somehow…I have to find it within to rescue myself.

What will that look like?  I know it starts with physical and emotional health.  I know that I need to find my passion.  A lot of my energy goes towards helping people who suffer from mental illness, but at the end of the day, my cup is left empty.  I need to find the beauty in this world again, to see the light around me.

Maybe this is just life.  But, it’s never been my life.  I’ve always been able to find happiness where I was, make the best of whatever I was presented with.  The year that I found out my husband was cheating, and then months later my mom died unexpectedly….it’s like my flame just went out.  I need to figure out how to re-light it, how to get my groove back, how to be me again.

I’ve been gone forever, and now I’m back posting negative crap. Sorry about that.  I continue to follow you all and love reading about your journeys.  Keep those sexy recollections coming!  Or, should I say, cumming?  LOL.

Take good care,

nora