Letting it all hang out!

Hello, my friends!

It has been a long time since I have posted, and regretfully, this won’t be one of my sexier posts.  However, it is heartfelt and reflects my current state of mind.  As many of you know, my husband and I are working on our marriage, after suffering the sharp pains of infidelity.  We have set our D/s dynamic aside as we tend to our marriage, each other, and ourselves.

Currently, I am reading the book “Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself” (Dispenza, 2012).  One of my tasks is to imagine my perfect world, my dream world…and believe in it, imagine already living it, so that I basically think it into existence.  I am sure willing to give it a try, as the life I am leading is not what I want for myself.

In the life that I desire, my perfect dream world:

I am happy.

I am married to a man that I respect, trust, and am in love with.

I have a passionate and fulfilling sex life.

My puppies are happy, healthy, trained, and socialized.

I see my family often and feel close to them.

I have a few close friends that I love, respect, and trust.

I am fit and healthy.

My skin in clear and my hair is shiny and full.

My internal health is good and free of gut problems.

I am free from addiction.

I sleep well and enjoy my dreams.

I love myself and I love looking at myself in the mirror.

My career(s) are fulfilling, rewarding, and bring me joy.

My home is neat and clean.  The rooms of my home are filled with things that bring me joy.

My yards are beautifully landscaped and there is vibrant color year-round.

I create art that brings myself and others joy.

I volunteer my time to make the world a better place, one person at a time.


Well…that’s it in a nut shell…now, I am going to get busy with meditation, and changing my thoughts.  As I change my thoughts, I will change my life.

Thank you for reading!

Love, nora

22 thoughts on “Letting it all hang out!

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      1. Aw, put in the spankings!! Btw, I think you have likely achieved a great many of those things on your list. And if I can help you achieve the rest in any way, please let me know!
        I don’t suppose that photo is you…😜

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          1. Be careful with posting photos. The world is not as tolerant as it claims to be. At least that’s my opinion. I would be sacked as a teacher if someone found pictures of me.

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            1. I sure am trying. But, building trust in a marriage takes two and this is a long road. And, because of the crazy amount of stress I am under (my marriage, on-going kitchen remodel, pool construction, on top of on-going grief issues), I have developed rosacea…which is a terrible condition! LOL…I am just a mess lately. But, I am trying to keep a positive outlook and get back to my happy self 🙂

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  1. You hang in there Nora! we’re both wishing you well on this, you can change things for the better, nice and steady and you will succeed. all our love Mick and Alice (Madam and billie)

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