The Mantra of a Submissive
After much discussion, trial and error, and starts and re-starts, Daddy and I have renewed our commitment to a 24/7 power exchange. This renewed commitment highlights our desire for Daddy to lead our marriage and to have full and total authority over me. This dynamic requires that I fully submit to him in whichever ways he desires, and that he has the right to discipline me if I fall short of his expectations. For any of my new readers, we have been living this life style for just over a year’s time and our marriage has dramatically improved! Our sex life has as well 🙂
For the most part, this dynamic has been occurring with ease between us, however; my baby girl side occasionally rears her not-so-appealing head at times and we were seeking a remedy for this problem. But first, clarification: I would describe my “baby girl side” as some of my more child-like qualities… the me who gets cranky, whiny, and throws tantrums when she doesn’t get her way or when she is being disciplined (or when she is tired or hungry). That said, my baby girl side tends to get me into trouble and I resist Daddy’s re-direction and even his discipline when in this frame of mind (which gets me in even more trouble!).
To address this issue, we figured out that part of the problem is that I am not in the right “head space” during this time. I am not feeling submissive (and am acting like a terrible brat!). Together, Daddy and I created a mantra that he will prompt me to say when I am behaving like this, in the hopes that by saying these words I will be reminded of the commitment that I made to him and to our D/s dynamic. The following mantra was created in the hopes that it will: remind me of who I am and who he is within our dynamic, remind me that I need to honor my commitment to obey him, and reinforce within my own mind his authority over me.
My submission mantra:
I submit to you, my Husband and my Daddy,
freely and without reservation,
and especially when I don’t want to.
I will work harder to maintain a more pleasing attitude,
and to submit to your will.
I accept your complete and total authority over me.
I am yours.
Unfortunately, Daddy is away this week, traveling for work. We created this mantra together on Sunday and he expressed that he expects me to have it fully and perfectly memorized for him by Thursday evening when he returns. I worked on it for 30 minutes today (this was at Daddy’s request, and I was instructed to be sitting on the small glass plug while rehearsing) both reciting it out loud and typing it over and over. While I feel that I have it memorized, the true test will be when I try to recall it tomorrow, to see if it has imprinted upon my memory.
I am really enjoying our renewed commitment to our dynamic. The feelings of love and respect that I have for my husband are incredibly intense at times…and I feel like a young girl in love again, without the weight of the world on my shoulders.
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