Yesterday, I came upon a post written by TheKingsCastle. The writing prompt for this post was, “What do you want Him to have?”. Simply put, I thought the post was incredible. The selflessness, the sincerity, the intent…absolutely beautiful. I am also incredibly moved by the prompt and thought that I would address it myself (though I have no doubt that my words will be far less eloquent). Thank you TheKingsCastle for the wonderful writing prompt!
Prompt: What do you want Him to have?
Above all is, I want my Daddy to be happy in his life. One thing that I have learned on my own life journey is that happiness comes from within, but, I feel that there is so much that I can be doing to help create an environment in which my Daddy can be happy. I can be more aware of how I treat Daddy…ensuring that I give him cause to feel respected and safe. I can work harder to provide a clean, comfortable home for him to relax in at night after a long day’s labor. I can be more focused on his needs, anticipating when he may need sexual pleasure, a foot massage, or just to be left alone so he can decompress.
I would also like Daddy to feel good about himself, which lends to happiness. I want him to feel confident and secure in his own choices. More often than not, I find myself falling into that trap of being critical. I sometimes cringe at my own words. I would like to work on thinking before I speak, to ensure that my words have a positive effect and not a harmful one.
As described by TheKingsCastle, I want my Daddy to feel like a King in his own home. I want him to feel that he reigns over it all…that his word is law, and that his needs will be met without reservation. I want to be his princess, his precious girl who lives to care for him and see to his happiness.
I want so much for him, and for us. I can see the end goal…but sometimes getting from point A to point B is harder than it should be.
I’ll keep trying, Daddy. Please don’t give up on me.