What I want for him…

Yesterday, I came upon a post written by TheKingsCastle.  The writing prompt for this post was, “What do you want Him to have?”.  Simply put, I thought the post was incredible.  The selflessness, the sincerity, the intent…absolutely beautiful.  I am also incredibly moved by the prompt and thought that I would address it myself (though I have no doubt that my words will be far less eloquent).  Thank you TheKingsCastle for the wonderful writing prompt!

Prompt: What do you want Him to have?

Above all is, I want my Daddy to be happy in his life.  One thing that I have learned on my own life journey is that happiness comes from within, but, I feel that there is so much that I can be doing to help create an environment in which my Daddy can be happy.  I can be more aware of how I treat Daddy…ensuring that I give him cause to feel respected and safe.  I can work harder to provide a clean, comfortable home for him to relax in at night after a long day’s labor.  I can be more focused on his needs, anticipating when he may need sexual pleasure, a foot massage, or just to be left alone so he can decompress.

I would also like Daddy to feel good about himself, which lends to happiness.  I want him to feel confident and secure in his own choices.  More often than not, I find myself falling into that trap of being critical.  I sometimes cringe at my own words.  I would like to work on thinking before I speak, to ensure that my words have a positive effect and not a harmful one.

As described by TheKingsCastle, I want my Daddy to feel like a King in his own home.  I want him to feel that he reigns over it all…that his word is law, and that his needs will be met without reservation.  I want to be his princess, his precious girl who lives to care for him and see to his happiness.

I want so much for him, and for us.  I can see the end goal…but sometimes getting from point A to point B is harder than it should be.

I’ll keep trying, Daddy.  Please don’t give up on me.

Love, nora