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On the Eve of 2018

Hello my friends!  It feels incredibly nice to sit down and do some writing this morning after the craziness of the Christmas holiday.  I have missed my daily routine of reading your fabulous blogs and interacting with each of you.  Daddy and I finally have our home all to ourselves again, though it was wonderful hosting family on and off over the last two weeks. Whew…what a whirlwind!

After brewing some fresh coffee this morning, I spent a bit of time reflecting on my journey and I enjoyed re-reading my very first blog post here on WordPress.  Daddy and I began exploring domestic discipline in February of last year and I started this blog as an outlet for discussion (as discussing how your husband spanks you for misbehavior can make for awkward dinner conversation).  We began implementing domestic discipline into our marriage as a way to strengthen our connection and improve our communication.  While that may sound funny to some, we have found that marriage is a much easier ride when there is one clear, established leader.  This was somewhat of a role reversal for us, as I had been “leading” our marriage up until this point, but it brought about some wonderful changes in both of us as well as within our marriage.

Another reason we began to experiment with domestic discipline and D/s is because I was searching…searching for something to help me find myself again.  As many of you know, I suffered the traumatic loss of both my mother and my younger brother this past year.  Both losses were unexpected and tragic…there were no goodbyes, no time for processing…they were just…gone.  As I have learned, this type of loss and grief changes you.  I was lost for a long time and I am no longer the same person that I once was.  But…while I may not shine quite as bright, or be quite as optimistic as I once was… this journey in DD and D/s has taught me a lot about myself, it has given me something to focus on during the healing process, and it helped Daddy and I to reconnect during a time where I was struggling to connect with anyone and anything.  I am pleased to report that I am reading again (I was unable to focus on a novel for almost a full year and I desperately missed it), I make it through most days without a major cry session, and I am actually looking forward to the future.

I am looking forward to 2018 and that makes me feel happy.  While I don’t doubt that life might throw a few curve balls, I look forward to living my life with my Daddy.  I am looking forward to our continued exploration of DD and D/s.  I am looking forward to the erotic and kinky play I know we’ll engage in.  I am looking forward to the continued training of our new puppies who I refer to as the “miniature loves of my life”.  I look forward to completing some of the goals that I have set for myself.  I look forward to self-improvement.  I look forward to making this a good year.

To my friends here on WordPress…I know that this year will hold good things in store for you as well!  I raise my glass to you and your fabulous-ness!  Thank you for being a part of my world.  And, here’s to a brand spanking new year!

Love always,

nora

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A little more strict…

This morning, after a pretty good spanking, Daddy informed me that he has been too lenient with me lately.  He warned me that he was going to focus on greater consistency with regard to monitoring my behavior and attitude, and that I should expect him to be a little more strict.   Unfortunately, this translates to more discipline for me, unless I can reign myself back in and be more submissive.

I earned a spanking after throwing a bit of a tantrum last night.  Daddy and I were watching The Ranch on Netflix (which I LOVE), when he paused it to share with me some thoughts on politics which were mentioned in the show.  First off, I hate discussing politics, with anyone, least of all after I’ve had a few drinks to relax.  Second, did I mention how much I love this show?  Sadly, instead of nicely asking Daddy to resume the show, I got a bit mouthy.  Daddy informed me that I had a bad attitude and that I would be spanked the following morning.  That shut me up real quick.

So, now I am writing this post on a fairly sore behind.  Daddy brought out the wooden paddle with holes in it…one of our more painful and effective implements.  Followed up with six of the best from the cane.  I was sobbing and promising to be a good girl by the end of the session.

Despite the craziness of the holiday season, I must focus on my submission to Daddy.  He needs my respect and my obedience, and, I truly desire to give that to him.

Be good, my friends! Happy writing 🙂

Love, nora

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Q & A’s

Hello my friends!  I want to thank Lady Alexa and The Secret Aspie for nominating me for the Liebster Award!  I did the full re-posting (including nominating a few folks myself)  when I was nominated by sayyidsgirl, so here I will just address the questions asked.

Thank you for reading!

Love, nora

Questions posed by Lady Alexa, who writes a wonderful blog about FLR and forced-feminization, and by The Secret Aspie, an inspiring Mistress.

  1. What superhero did you want to be as a child? Why?

I honestly cannot remember ever wanting to be a super hero as a child.  I remember wanting to be a pro-basketball player, an Amazon woman, and a doctor.  Of course, some doctors are super heroes.

  1. Do you have a secret hate you have never told anyone?

I cannot stand the smell of fish, but that’s no secret around my house.  I also find myself repulsed by really dirty, rotten teeth, media scenes which depict vomiting, and opossums (they are just creepy looking).

  1. Do you believe in aliens?

No, I do not.  Strangely enough, I do believe in the Lochness Monster and Bigfoot 🙂

  1. If you were to die tomorrow what would be the one thing on your bucket list you would want to achieve?

To publish a work of fiction at a major publishing house.  While I have had a few academic articles published, my true passion lies in writing fiction.

  1. When it comes to personal relationships what is the one thing you look for in a partner? And why?

When I was single and looking for my husband, I looked for a man who was easy going and could enjoy life.  Someone who doesn’t “sweat the small stuff”.  I am grateful to have found him.

  1. Why do you blog? And when did you start?

I started  blogging when my husband and I began experimenting with domestic discipline and D/s.  As this “experiment” wasn’t something that I could really discuss with my friends or family, I needed an outlet.  I have made many wonderful friends in this forum and am glad to be able to converse with others about the sexy stuff.

  1. If you could be any animal what would it be? And why?

I’d like to be a wolf and be able to run like the wind.  I think the wolf is the most beautiful creature.  Or, as my husband and I often joke, when we die we’d like to come back as one of our dogs…pretty spoiled lives they lead 🙂

  1. Does crunchy peanut butter really taste better than smooth?

I enjoy both 🙂

  1. If you could change the past what would you change? And why?

If I could change the past, I would want my mom and my brother back.  Heaven is just too far away.

  1. If you could be anyone you wanted in history who would it be and why?

Jane Austin.  She is an amazing writer which is what I aspire to be.  Of course, it would have been pretty cool to be Betty Page too.

  1. What is your favourite book? And, of course why is it?

Sense and Sensibility…love the characters and the emotions this particular tale invokes within myself.  I also adore the movie, the version staring Emma Thompson.

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Return of my babygirl side #NSFW, 18+

I’d say that I barely recognize her, but that would be a lie.  She is the little that lives inside of me, who rarely makes an appearance.  But boy did she make an appearance today!  Bratty, full of sass and downright disobedience.  And the tantrums!  Daddy had only been home for lunch for a few minutes when he recognized her appearance in our day and that I was in dire need of an attitude adjustment. I was sent to our bedroom to stand in the corner.  I was made to strip down to my birthday suit and then he left me there for about 15 minutes to think about my misbehavior.

When Daddy arrived, he led me to the chaise lounge and told me to kneel on it, facing the mirror.  What I saw was my bratty naked self in full pouty mode (but my breasts sure looked nice!).  Standing in the corner had not made me any more compliant and if anything, I was feeling sassier than ever.  Until Daddy came back with the spanking stick.  I call it a spanking stick, but it is really just a long, thin paddle.  I think it is about 20 inches long, about an inch wide, and an inch thick.  Picture a heavy duty ruler of sorts.  Upon seeing Daddy’s chosen implement, I began to regret the talking back, the disobedience, and the general disrespect I had shown him.

A few minutes into my spanking and I was really regretting my behavior.  As Daddy set my behind on fire, I began pleading with him to stop and promising to be a good girl.  Daddy was not impressed and continued on with my spanking.  I began to tear up as my bottom was turned cherry red.

There was a lot of squirming, a lot of pleading, and a lot of tears.  On Daddy’s end, there was a lot of stern lecturing about obedience and attitude.

Finally, it was over.  Daddy stopped spanking me and pulled my head back by my hair.

“Are you going to be a good girl now?” he asked, forcing me to look at him.

“Yes, Daddy, I will,” I cried.  “I promise.”

He released my hair and smacked my bottom again.  And then, it was back to the corner, where I was to remain with my nose pressed against the wall, nude for the remainder of Daddy’s lunch break.

Now I am sitting on a pretty sore backside as I write this post.  My mindset has been mostly corrected, but I can still feel babygirl lurking…

My babygirl side gets me in trouble every time.  The little in me comes out when I feel needy…and she tends to be naughty and throw tantrums to try to get what she wants.  I don’t really care for this side of myself, but I accept her.  And, I know Daddy accepts her, and knows exactly how to deal with her.

Now…time to get productive! Daddy was not impressed with how little I have accomplished today.  Time to put on my big girl panties 🙂

Thank you for reading and happy writing!

Love, nora

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Making me wait #NSFW, 18+

Daddy is being exceptionally cruel this morning…making me wait, soaked in anticipation of the attentions he has promised me.

I want to feel his strong hands at my waist, slowly pulling my panties down…

I want to feel his hot touch on my skin…

I want him to take my nipple in his mouth and suckle lightly, making me squirm…

I want his fingers to find my wetness and thrust inside me…

I want to feel the weight of his body on top of me, his cock finding it’s entrance…

I want him to capture my moan in his mouth…

I want to cum.

 

Exceptionally horny,

nora

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And the Liebster Award goes to…

I want to thank sayyidsgirl at Journey to Submission for nominating me for the Liebster Award!  I hate to admit it, but I had to google “Liebster”…and I feel very flattered.  Without further ado here is the list of questions I was given from my dear friend, sayyidsgirl, to answer…

  1. What is the most useless thing you know how to do?

This is a tough question!  I know how to do many unique things, but I’m not sure that qualifies as “useless”.  I’m pretty good at popping Daddy’s pimples, I stack firewood in the house in a way that makes it look nice (drives Daddy nuts that I take the time to do this), and I give a good ear massage.

  1. What is something about you that most people get wrong?

They think I am selfless.

  1. What would you NOT do for 5 million dollars?

Share my husband. Sell myself.  Give away my fur babies.

  1. What do you believe even though you know it’s probably wrong?

That there is something I could have done to have prevented my young brother’s premature death.

  1. What is the one thing you want to do the most before you die?

As in, a bucket list?  Hard to choose just one. I’d like to experience the Blue Lagoon geothermal spa in Iceland and I would like to visit the Temples in Began, Burma (Myanmar).  I would like to experience watching one of my dogs give birth.  But more than anything, I want at least 45 more years with Daddy before we leave this earth.

  1. If you could be any creature what would it be (it can be real or imaginary)?

I would like to experience being able to run like the wind, and I am incredibly in tune with dogs…so, I will say a wolf.

  1. If you could change anything at all about yourself what would it be and why?

My need for control.  I desire to learn how to completely let go of any and all control…

  1. What is the one movie you can watch over and over?

Love Actually.  Thankfully, it is one of Daddy’s favorite movies as well.

  1. What tattoos do you have? If none, what tattoo would you get if you were made to get one?

I have a small dolphin tattoo on my shoulder.  One of those silly decisions made in adolescence.

  1. If a cashier gave you too much change back what would you do?

This has happened to me and I returned to the store and gave the cashier back the money.  I remember how it was when I worked in retail in college…she would have been in a lot of trouble with her boss if her register was off by $20.  But, I think stuff like this gives you good karma.  Once, while at work, I found an envelope on the floor with three hundred bucks in it.  I turned it in to my manager who tried to figure out who it belonged to.  When no one had claimed it within a week, she gave me the money.  I was young and poor and it felt like an amazing gift!

11 Random Facts about Me

  1. I bake the best sugar cookies in the world (or, so I’ve been told)
  2. Babies don’t move me, but when I see a cute dog out in the world, I get all gushy
  3. I love a good beard on a man.
  4. Riding Daddy- sitting in his lap during intercourse- is my favorite sexual position.
  5. My favorite color is red…nothing prettier than a rosy bottom.
  6. My favorite books are the Clan of the Cave Bear series…I have read through this series more times than I can count.
  7. I believe that my best feature is my eyes.
  8. I enjoy manual labor….yard work, painting, building things…
  9. Nose hair is a huge turn off for me.
  10. I think college is overrated.
  11. I am looking forward to remodeling our kitchen

 

The Official Rules Of The Liebster Award 

If you have been nominated for The Liebster Award AND IF YOU CHOOSE TO ACCEPT IT, write a blog post about the Liebster award in which you:

  1. Thank the person who nominated you, and post a link to their blog in your post.
  2. Display the award on your blog — by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”. (Note that the best way to do this is to save the image to your own computer and then upload it to your blog post.);
  3. Answer questions about yourself, which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.
  4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.
  5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs that you feel deserve the award, who have a less than 1000 followers.
  6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.
  7. List these rules in your post (You can copy and paste from here.)
  8. Once you have written and published it, you then have to inform the people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster award and provide a link for them to your post so that they can learn about it (they might not have ever heard of it!)

I have done my best to nominate individuals who have not already been nominated, so here it goes…I nominate the following bloggers:

Whippoorwill

dave94015

lurvspanking

Just Me, Here in the Silence

wildwestangel

Jad, Sensuality, Sex & Something else

darkanddominant

little4ever

3isright

pixieheartblog

With that said…I would love to hear the answers to these questions from my other WordPress friends as well!  Just post your comments below 🙂

 

List of Questions:

  1. What are the top five on your bucket list?
  2. What is your favorite sexual fantasy?
  3. What does blogging do for you?
  4. Who has been the most influential person in your adulthood?
  5. If you could choose one movie star to sleep with, who would it be?
  6. What is your favorite non-sexual activity?
  7. What is your favorite body part?
  8. What is one dream that you have made come true?
  9. What is your favorite song and why?
  10. What is the funniest or grossest thing that has ever happened to you during sexual activity?

Looking forward to reading your answers!!!

Love, nora

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Insecurities

I’ll be honest with you.  Most of the time, I sail through this life, self-esteem intact, with a rather positive outlook on life.  Like my mother did, I have a rather sunny disposition, and I have made it my life’s goal to spread happiness and joy.

But, I sometimes have those days…those other, darker days…where everything scares me, and I wonder…

Does Daddy really love me?

Do my family members love and respect me?

Am I good enough?

Am I beautiful enough?

Do my students feel that they learn anything from me?

Does Daddy want someone else, sexually?

Am I lazy?

Do I matter?

Do I actually help others, or do I just think I do?

Is it all my fault?

What if more of my loved ones die?

What if I end up alone?

 

And, these days suck.  Waking up at 4am, lying next to Daddy, wondering who he dreams about.  Is it me?  Am I enough?

But, I did what I am supposed to do when I have these days.  When Daddy woke up this morning, I shared with him my insecurities.  He held me, told me he loved me, and told me he would work harder to make me feel more secure.  When he arrived at work, he texted me to tell me again how much he loved me…and asked that I wear an anal plug for one hour to remind me of who I belonged to.  I am so lucky to have him.

I will make it my mission today to ditch these insecurities.  My plan includes time with my puppies, running some errands, and baking Christmas cookies for the people at my husband’s company.  Hopefully, this will make me feel productive, festive, and loved.

I hope you all have wonderful, happy days today.  And, if you are having a hard day, like I am…try to find your joy.  Life is too short for anything else.

Love, nora