Who am I?

I am intelligent, hardworking, capable…

But, I am also sometimes a bit of an airhead, lazy, and incredibly needy.

I am level-headed, kind, and empathetic…

And yet, sometimes I make poor decisions, am mean-spirited, and cold.

I can be incredibly insightful as to my own feelings, thoughts, emotions,

and yet, sometimes I lose sight of the forest for the trees.

I desire to be unlocked from the chains of grief and depression,

only to feel the weight of the chains you restrain me to the bed with.

I am beautiful in your eyes,

But like many, see a different image in the mirror.

I long to experience peace in my emotions,

and yet, I let chaos in time and again.

I long to be free,

yet more than anything, I want to submit to your control.

All these descriptors, all accurate to some degree,

But yet, I find myself still asking, is that really me?

Who am I?

 

Thank you for stopping by 🙂

Love, nora