While I have been trying to make the best out of this week, it has been a bit tough with Daddy away for work. He will be back on Friday evening and I am counting the minutes down! Just because Daddy is out of town doesn’t mean his little girl gets a break though. Daddy recently discovered the world of Wunderlist (an app for your phone all about task management) and my phone continuously pings throughout the day to let me know that Daddy has added another chore or errand to my daily to-do list. I think his strategy may be to keep naughty nora so busy she won’t have time to sulk or pout because he is away. Well…it is working!
I was dreading this week apart. I worried that the loneliness would feel unbearable. I worried that because our DD & D/s journey has brought us so much closer and more intimate, that him being away would be even worse than ever. However; what I am finding is that while I miss him terribly, our DD & D/s rituals bring great comfort during this time of being apart. Daddy continues to assign me tasks and yesterday he assigned me 150 lines to write, to remind me of my submission to him while he is away. I was instructed to sit topless, with a plug inserted into my bottom, at our dining room table and write, “I will be submissive with or without Daddy’s presence”.
I feel that this is just another gift that our new lifestyle has afforded us. Prior to this, when Daddy was away, I felt hurt, lonely, and resentful that I was responsible for not only my own job but also for taking care of everything while he was away. Now, I am bursting with gratitude that I am married to a man who loves me so much he takes the time to not only help structure my time but send me messages throughout the day reminding me that I belong to him and that he misses what is his.
I love this path that we are on…and I love you Daddy! I cannot wait to be in your arms again.