Last night, my husband gave me my weekly reminder spanking and then sent me to the corner to think on my behavior. He instructed me to think about what it means to be a good girl this week. After standing in the corner for what felt like forever with my well-spanked backside on display, while considering what he had said, he told me that I could come out and we had our post-spanking talk. I told him some of the things that I had come up with. I also suggested writing a blog about what it means for me to be a good girl this week as an assignment to be completed for him and he agreed. Yesterday, prior to spanking me during our conversation about my behavior during the week, he complimented my efforts with creating the blog. He told me he was very proud of me. It made me feel very loved that he took the time to read my blog posts and that they pleased him. So here I am, Monday morning, coffee in hand, sitting on a fairly-sore and well-spanked bottom, writing about what it will mean for me to be a good girl this week.
My husband often sends me texts during the day, communicating to me what he would like to see get done that day. This often includes things like getting my work done (much of my professional work is done at home), getting our bills paid, cleaning projects, exercising, etc. So, first on my list, would be to obey him promptly with all my assignments without question (sometimes I catch myself trying to negotiate, especially about exercise). Next, I would consider my attitude. I struggled greatly in having a pleasing attitude the last two weeks as my Daddy (I love this term of endearment for my husband and so does he) was gone from home for work for an entire week and then was very sick the next week when he returned. While I still took great care of him physically while he was sick, emotionally I acted out as I experienced feelings of great loneliness. Working on my attitude at all times, regardless of situation, needs to be on the list. While Daddy certainly supports the expression of my feelings, he does not allow me to sulk around the house or say bitchy comments to him regardless of how I am feeling. With that in mind, I think I will also work hard this week to do extra things for Daddy, to show him that I am trying to improve my behavior…things like, doing some of his chores, writing him a love letter, or baking or buying a special treat he enjoys.
Everything considered, here is my list.
To demonstrate that I am a good girl this week:
- I will obey Daddy promptly, no questions asked, no negotiations.
- I will maintain a pleasing, submissive attitude. If something makes me unhappy, I will discuss it maturely with Daddy and not sulk or pout around the house.
- I will not procrastinate.
- I will work out 3-4 times this week, without complaint.
- I will keep the kitchen clean and the house picked up.
- I will spend time thinking of extra ways to brighten Daddy’s day.
Now that it is in writing, I feel a bit relieved. Sometimes, just seeing what is expected of you, having that structure, makes it easier to be better behaved. I will show my husband this list today, and make revisions as necessary per his request.
One last reflection…I love living this life with my husband. I do not find it demeaning or degrading as a woman that my husband spanks me for misbehavior or that he provided firm guidance in my daily life. I am a strong woman and I know that my husband admires that quality in me. It is this strength that allows me to submit to his authority and while there are still days that this is difficult, I am dedicated to improving myself for him, for us, and for myself. I will be a good girl this week.